children of god=)

2005-11-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

heys. its been a long time since i updated this blog or even seen this blog. so i decided to blog + talk to yaa. yeps. i am nathaniel. hi jocelyn...

anyway. joce. is it the end of your o lvls? >< i heard for some people they ended already? my life have been very interesting but very tiring too. im currently going for canoeing training like no one business! i think i turned veryvery red? at least today yeah. hahas.. and guess what.. someone called me handsome, then another person called me muscular! -grins- hahas.. ohwell (:

-nathaniel

2005-03-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

thinking.. back of the times we had... whee it was fun fun fun! :)
triple fun! ohwell! Even tho we are just friends..
we can have the same amt of FUNFUNFUN! hahas..
yeahs.. take care you! -smiles. i'll be thereeeeee

joce: heyjocejoce;; i think soon i'll get a new blog lahh!
mian qiang.. everyone xiang waiwai :)

God loves,
-Nathaniel

2005-03-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

WE GOT 8TH IN AMONG THE 40 SCHOOLS!!

We ran around the south west of sg. ahh. run run run.haha YAY!

arhhh yesterday i didnt attend the full conference. sad. but i went for the concert. ahh. Could just feel God's presence falling down on us all. indescribable. WOOHOOOO!!!let's tell ppl of the GOOD NEWS!let's all let them experience the wonderful love of GOD!yay!=)
nat:GOD IS GOOOOD

okay i'm offff. heh.

everybody jump around in the house of God.
hey hey jump around
everybody jump around in the house of God
everybody

2005-03-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

i miss you.
but all i can do is just wait.
and if it's for me to wait i will
i will wait.
come what may.

-joce

2005-03-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

i guess this is God's way of consoling me.

Count your gardens by the flowers,
Never by the leaves that fall.
Count your days by golden hours,
Dont remember clouds at all.
Count your nights by stars, not shadows.
Count your life with smiles, not tears.
And with joy on every birthday.
Count your age by friends, not years.

there are many people "hurtier" than me. ohwell..
i guess i cant brood over the past.
-smiles always.
God you rawk. thank you.
-nathaniel

2005-03-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

feeling the agony of seperation.
discovering why i was so afraid.
searching for unfound answers.
why did this have to happen...
move on nathaniel... go on...
i shall...
leave everything behind except 1,
the 1 thing is my love for you..

-nathaniel chen zhengweii.
lives in singapore, dejected

2005-03-13T09:20:00.000+08:00

nathaniel's post
i have been so so busy.
caught up with school and everything.
didnt have time for God..
didnt have time for many people..
people like timothy, jocelyn... yeahs. [:P sorries]
didnt really have time to blog too. so tadaa!
Jc life is indeed tough, tiring.
well, yesterday event was a faith booster...
it was so cool.. so many people got healed by God!
God was indeed miraculous...
whose love can compare with Jesus,
God whom heal the sick for 2 whole days,
going all across the sea to heal a man.. in the bible...
and visiting the healing service, in such a powerful way
that the lame, people with pains could no longer feel pain,
the deaf could hear, someone with hiv was healed,
someone with 2 kidney that failed was changed completely.
she had partial healing when she got up to the stage and testify.
on the stage she was lying on the pastor, couldnt really do anything.. heh.
on the stage she experienced complete healing.
later she was so bubbly, jumping around..
yeah she got healed alright. God is good, heh. Give God all the glory...

i gotta change... i really gotta change...
[where is the nathaniel i used to know.. the nathaniel so fervent with Me... ]
God the nathaniel is here... use me as you will...
mould me and change me God... i know i will need time.

2005-03-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

i feel so dumbdeedumbdeedooo. heh i'm scareddd. really scared. i saw the way ppl reacted and now when i tink i'm like AHHHH!. hahahaha. i want to be like the happy ppl. and not the sad ones. and i dunno. ahh. but i've gotta work really hard. hahaha.i hear the fan blowing both on the fone and in the room i'm in. what a fanny day! actually i've been quite satisfied with my results. but i decided not to be. cos i saw the results of many others and i'm like AHHH! chiong ahh. hahahahahaa.but all in all i know God's gonna pull me thru this! yay! he'll let me ride on the winds we'll soar over this "storm" in my life. i know he has a plan for me.yay! hahahaha.and whatever will happen. it's for a cause! hahahaha. lalalalala.

i've been depressed lately by i dont know what. ahh. as in not lately. i was a happy girl. not till about an hour ago? ahh. joce quick smile! okay feeling better!!!

okay i'm offf. i had 9pm dinner tod! hahahaha

-have your way in my life

2005-02-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

lalalala. i'm glad we overcame all that . i dunno everything. hahaha. i was talking to ppl that i havent been talking to for a long time. like.jing ming and thaddeus and charles. i miss that boy. charles. hahahaha he's crazy and he makes me go high. cos. he's crazyy. hahaha yeah and thad too. talked to him about i dunno. didnt concentrate alot on the convo.he's got me a present that's all i noe. and and and ahh JING MING! hahah my dear friend. hahaha i definitely miss him to bits. it's been like AGES! ahh ahh ahh. i suddenly tot of meiqi. ahh. i miss her! meiqi do u hear me? I MISS U! hahahaha she called me on the sajc carn day and i was like i'm gonna go off soon. ahhh! i miss her loads. hahaha it's funny rite. u meet someone at a party and soon u are so close to them. it's funny. i read jm's blog and i realised i really missed sec 3 cos i rmb going to a party getting to noe rong meiqi and all. and just going out with meiqi so often and all that. come to think of it. i wish i could go back thn to the party mood. cos though it's a long way frm o lvls i can feel the pressure building up

i've realised that i've not been talking to ppl i used to be close to for a long time. like shirs. i miss her to say the truth though sometimes she can annoy me sorry for saying this. heh but i love her. that's the end product of it i tink. but but but. it's been long since we've last sat down and talk.i rmb last yr when we just sat there waiting for i dunno who and we talked about loads of stuff. changing position so that the sun will shine on her yet not me. and all. shirs i miss u tooooo!!! i've only been talking to her as a classmate. cos i cant seem to open up any longer to anyone.i dunno. perhaps it's the stress maybe lack of slp i dunno. but i feel so blessed to have 7 friends. to share the recess table with and sometimes i just noe how to complain.i need more bonding sessions with them and not just run my sec sch race alone. cos we need one another too. and GOD. hahahaha.i was the happiest girl whn yilin came to church i hope she can come agN!

the whole world will hear of Your goodness. of Your grace and they'll bow down and say I believe in You.
thank you my friend.

2005-02-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

lala. past few days i've been feeling really. bleaghhh. yeah. really. and it's really like what eli's said we've been feeling tired cos we've lost focus in God. he has always been my strength but somehow i've forgotten about him and based all in my own strength. so i've been feeling so tired. yep. i miss having that enthusiasm for the lord. and i've really gotta learn to throw away the wrong and bad priorities so that i'll have a resident annointing instead of a visiting one. i noe it's hard but i'll do it! i noe. cos all things are possible thru Christ who strengthens me!

i really had a good day yest besides getting really silly-ly angry. hahaha. really. i'm sorry alrite? but i really enjoyed yest. i realised that it has been alot of the disappointments that have pulled me down. and i layed it all down! yay!. yilin came yest. =) =) heh. sorry girl. had to make u pay for the trip down! ahh. i'll return u! ahhh. hahaha. and nat will try to get for u the nice nice shirttty k? hahahaha. lala

u mean more to me thn all the other ppl do. my partner forever

2005-02-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

hehs. today was kewll.. going out so early in the morningg :)
it was simply lovely, just the sight of her made me so happy!
laAAaa! anyway from today! i have my ownnn baby! wahha!
i bought a new friend... and dressed it up.. heh. it looked soo
cute! laa! the name is Joel Niles... i think it would make a great
present for anyonee! seriously!!` heh... got birthcert etcetc..
so funny! wh00t.. oh .. then in the afternoon i wennt to ermerms..
suntec... and that was where i got my new wallet! wahaha.
i looveee the wallet! heh. thank youu :PpP ..
The thing abt it... is that it says SHUTUP wahahs. so yayiiee..
i'll just stuff it infront of anyone i dont like... heh. -grins
oh oh ! then later i went to parkway parade!! haha... took some photos
and went off home! whoo! :)
hahas...i watched shallow hal! haha
funny showw!! :))...
-love nathaniel.

2005-02-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

all is alrite now at least i'm feeling happy. heh. what about u? haha. okay okay. misconceptions are like soooo cmmon ahhhh. gotta get things straight in the future before i get angry and stubborn like a old grandmama.

-joce

2005-02-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

have i told u i'm the world's happiest girl? well i amm! hahaha i had a dream last nite. and i dreamt i had a spiritual attack. and i was about to shout JESUS! when the "thing" covered my mouth. i pulled it away and i shouted I'M A CHILD OF GOD! and i saw the sky with clouds and i shouted DADDY SAVE ME! and the "thing" just went away. hahah love love love that! haha okay okay. today went thru many stages shant say . shopped at parkway till 10 plus plsu and when we left the carparks were still quite full! last minute shopping! hahaha okay 6al gathering tmr! yay yay yay! cant wait. tatas love! byee!

blah

2005-02-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

ahhs. someone wants me to blogg! wahaha. :( wo mei you shi jian! but nevertheless whee..heh.. the past week have been crazyy.. so much of ups and downs...so many periods of happiness, sadness... and ***lousness.haha. bt ohwell.. i got through it, and made quite a few friends.christine and.... ahh. choo qi... just to name a few.. the guys will be the people i played soccer with. :))heh. i was soo funny... so funny. i stepped on the soccerball and fell.. injuring myself, it was crappy hehethat was the most embarrassing moment... that happened in my sajc life so far heh.. ohwell! anyway i climbed 75 storeys all together!! im so proud of myself..my legs were aching... but i peservered.. yeah.anywayy.. lala!-nathaniel

2005-02-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

bleaghh hahaha. hello! we changed our lit text just as i was about to like luling. ahh luling i'll miss you. hmmms. yeahh now it's time for OLIVIA and VIOLA! and ORSINO and SEBASTIAN! hahaha ooh and all the characters laaa. i tink we'll take a real long time to be able to understand fully what they are talking about. shall ask charles! hehe. yep.

yup. tmr we're gonna be dressed soo well and formal. hahah and still jumping with our heels and being filled with the joy of the lord and just being as hyper as ever! wooohoooo!heh. yep yep yep. -smiles

this blog is untouched by nathaniel chen. haha update u lazyyyyness. hahaha lalala. today i was just soo angry with ppl. someone told me it's cos i've got not enough slp. hmms. maybe. first it was mrs lopez who had to ask ms thanabal to join in. ahhh! cos i had to go for tuition so i didnt go for tutorials and my dad wrote a letter it's called truancy and the next time i go for tuitorials which also means i might miss alot of tuition. i will not be in the class but in nice air conditioned rtc. like. huh?ahh! was soo angry. bleaghhh!and i fought with my mom. heh. cos she didnt like some stuff. and yeah. we're okay. but that mrs lopez thing. it's like they're scoling me for signing up for a tuition that i wigned up for even before tutorials. and for paying the fees cos i could have told them that i want to delay it. hello it's the start of the year. erggh it's useless talking to this ppl. cos all they can think is that they're right and she kept reinforcing stuff about tuition during ss. bleaggh chelsea and i were like. URGHHHH!. okay okay shall complain later. hahahaa.

okay heh. loads of homework to do. lalala. but i still love ms pilo! not exactly love la. but it's fun. hahaha. we sand her a birthday song and she was like my birthday was on mon. lalala. hahah funny but she still loves us and she seeemed rather happy! heh okay okay announcement

all previous p 6 AL girls. those frm my batch laaa. there'll be a gathering on tues! after CNY celebration at whatever sch u're in. hahaha. oops. yeahhhh i tink it's at ECP. tag here or ask aruna about it. heh. cos i'm just conveying the msg!'

-joce joce joce =)

2005-01-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

[edit] i've heard some rumours about me and nat. bleaghhh. no laaa. we have a blog tog not cos we have something going on la.it's just out of plain boredom.and i wanted to have a shared blog. but i didnt know who to share it with la. so he volunteered.yah so this is to clear up whatever misunderstanding [/edit]

now trying out the new microphone i bought! hahaha denise's microphone can be used but mine canttt! =(

i was thinking about ppl today. and one of the person was charles teo. cos i was out shopping. and i was like i want charles to shop with me! cos he will tell me if it's nice or not.hahahaha. oh mann i miss that sillinesss. hahaha and and and shaun in tuition today i was like i wanna seat with shaun i went over but got chased away soon by mr tan. ahhhh. he'll not be going for tuition for the next 2 weeks. ahhhh. hahaha i realised that there are many ppl that sorta "grew" up with me through my secondary sch life. even andrew that crazy bugger. i miss him. i still do see him on wednesdays. haha. and and and of course my sch mates. and all those in my tuition class. like talia i miss talia k! really miss her. ahhhh and i saw candice today. hah. i was just reminded of my sec 1 and sec 2 life. whereby sci tuition class was dominated with TKGS girls. ahhhh. those were the days.. hahaha oh myyy.and Jordan's leaving a maths tuition. kahyee too i tink. ahhhh.

was supposed to go to sentosa today with jehanne yilin sam and i dunno if there were more. but i guess i chose to spend more time with my fam members. though i spent the whole of today with them. lalalala. i've gotta say something. i realised i dont like shopping at alll. ooops.

yest was nice. haha i'm gonna save money cant spend too much. tmr will be meeting eli! hahaha. for dinner. and buying someone's present! hahaha. arent u excited! hahaha oops. it's dinner timeee i'm starving. ahhh. NEEDLES AND PINS!ooopf.oh yah nathaniel came yest hahaha. surprise surprise. but isaac didnt. hahahaha.and shaun cant come next week for the TLW service. =(

2005-01-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

lalala yest was BORING. haha. but today was fun laa. had alot of activites. and we played loads of captain ball! heh. yep yep yep. ended at 2 when we were supposed to end at 5?6? hahaha. coolnesss! lalalala. today i laughed till i rolled on the grass on the field. and and i felt so ithcy after thattt. sec 1s are having sec 1 campfire thing tonite. and i saw that weiquan andd baoming. lalala. eli is lucky. she got to stay at home. lalala. okay i'm boredd. only talking to shirs. bored bored me. she didnt come today. lalala. oh yahh! i didnt slp while having my QT yest! yay! hahaha. i was like cant fall aslp. still have loads to sayyy!

okay okay msn is like having a prob. i was happily about to play a game of bejweled with shirs when it signed me out. MSNNN! bu yao zhe yangg!! ahhh!. okay okay 1 hr plus more before i set off for tm. my dad's bday is today! haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYY!heh. but i'm meeting shuying first.. shuyinggg!!! hahahaha. oops. okay okay. lalala. boredddd. okay i just got signed out agnn!!! anywayy i'm offf! lalalala.+) heeee. spent the nite talking about some "serious" stuff with someone. i'm tireddd.

2005-01-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

it's the supposedly "last" day of sch for me! day camp for the next 3 days! my sis will be far far away in malaysia!i'll pray for u all sec 3s heh. <3 hehe. okay okay i'm beginning to enjoy tuition.. seriously! it's getting more and more fun.my teacher's like really funny and nice in a sort of way. hahaha. and we're like her lil children when being taught by her. hehe. yeah yeah. =)ask aza she noes!haha went to her student's house today. the poor children hahaha they'll enjoy her soon. heh. =)she sent us back lalalala.

i like my tuition teacher's new fone. ahhhhh! it's pretty. okay okay it's carissa's fone too! it's soo prettty! heh. okay okay okay enough about fones. =) i've changed the blog time! nat's like what blog time? OOOH THE BLOG TIME hahahhaa. funnny. hehehe.

oh yah oh yah i missed prayer meeting in the morning cos i overslept. oops. heh. okay okay nattyyy is like "deng deng deng" ing me. hahaha it's the msn thing la. lalalala. okay wo zhou le! heh. pic of the fone. here!

i'm having this thing for "up and down" fones

the pretty fone<3

it's alrite la. just that it's THAT kind of fone

this is funkyyy! heh. <33

errm today we heard a news about some girl and that girl used to play with me! she used to play with my sis toooo! haiz. but i'm not very close to her la.just play mates. and and and it's kinda hard to believe that's she's gone. i hope no such things will happen agn.

2005-01-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

haha yayyy! yayy! i added the... songs and comments.. haha you press.. the 0 comment thingy.. than you can post a comment. whoo. so coo l:P! hehe. now you can hear it while you look aat my pictures... at the bottom post.... scroll downnn :)) wahahs. >< ohwell! haha i changed the lyrics to suit the song... thenn now its like soooo nice? wahaha! crazy me! today was crazy lah...i was thinking of something.. yeah thann... i couldnt really concentratee whee.. haha i think i was too tired or smth? haha i got hyperr and talktalktalked :X wahaha. .: NathanieL:.

2005-01-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmms. today's service was interesting ((:
i remember pastor vincent lun said
something about looking not on how much you need to achieve...
but how much you have already achieved. yeps..
coz the devil will try to put lies ..
like " look! you are just a pile of dung...
compared to some spiritually high guy."
and i think it did affect me as an individual. yepyep!
but on looking back... i think i had grown quite alot!
and that would motivate me, to groow more in the Lord.
2 years or 3 years back... i was still heh.. a funny guy :P yeps..
but during this 3 years period... i became a cgl... and.
got to know a few good friends...
having jeannette over me was indeed a blessing..
coz she teached me lots n lots of things... so funfun! :))
i became more constant with my qt / tawg too.
learning quite a few things from God!!! ((: whoo!`
-sighs. God has definately been GOOD!

.: NathanieL :.
heh. i took a few photos. hehe.. :P
first picture
2nd picture
3rd picture

2005-01-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

bleh. just quarrelled with my mom.
man its just so irritating..
sometimes i just cant understand my mom :(
ohwell.. its not as if...
anything will change the situation im in now.
i realised i have a whole load of stuff to do. yepyep.
so im going to... do my tutorials...
let me do a checklist beofre i goo! :)
-chem 1.1,1.2,1.3,2
-fmathsa 1,2
-fmathsb 1,2
-physics 1,2

smiles.
.: Nathaniel :.

2005-01-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

area gathering lasted for only 10 mins. ahhh! hahaha. talking to NATHANIE now. hahaha. funnny guy hehe. lalala. nathanieee!i didnt go for prayer meeting. lala. heard it was awesome!

jesus i believe in you
-joce

The first post :))

2005-01-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

hahas. today i went out with a special someone :) heh.. it was.. whee. :P lala.. so funsofun!:) yeah... heh andd i took like neoprinttt LA! hahas. sighs.. i wish.. i wish.. to dance! haha. i watched the movie shall we dance! it was nice larhh!! it makes me wanna danceee too! heh. ballroom dancing is nice! :)
-nathaniel-